Update on my tasks last week

I can pretty much say I didn’t totally mess that to-do list last week.

For the doll fashion thing, I have completed one client’s request. The one that takes up a lot of time, I didn’t complete but I made a good start. I will be finishing the rest this Wednesday, when it’s national holiday here in the Philippines. I have new orders, though, which I intend to work on the weekend.

I was able to finish my art assignment to my Coursera class, so I think that was an accomplishment for my week despite my bloopers in the other department.
I did some family stuff but missed to cover the little boy’s books and notebooks. Now noting mentally that I had to take some power nap on my way home so I can cover the books tonight.
Another major miss that happened was the comic book story line. I’m planning to start plotting tomorrow morning, then sketch the rest of the week. Next week, I should start drawing for the frames.

I was so happy to have started reading Andrew Loomis’ Figure Drawing For All It’s Worth. I have learned perspectives easily and applied it to the painting I prepared for my courser class.
I won’t show it here, but to my “gallery” blog, artofshasha.

So gotta go, as you know I have so many things to catch up with.

Tatah!

In need to clear my head

On Monday, I had already planned and listed my to-do’s for the week. Tuesday, I tried to keep track but my lack of discipline as usual destroyed my neatly planned days.

Now, it’s Thursday and I have not started/completed some of my to-do’s yet. It’s because I got so preoccupied with one to-do that I ate up on some of the hours dedicated to other planned tasks. And I know you are shaking your head now. I can’t afford to be this irresponsible forever. I have a 53-week deadline, see? And I have to develop some awesome will power in there to be dedicated and focused on my pre-bliss days, even before I step into blissland.

What do I do? I have so much going on? I keep adding on my list. And now that it’s back to school (for my kiddo), my time for these growing ventures is even further lessened. Sigh.

I guess I’ll need to list ALL my pre-bliss goals first. The ones for this week first.

Doll Fashion Studio

I am to prepare some patterns for Saturday sewing. This is some tiny commission project (literally, too) I have agreed with a nice Sylvanian Family doll collector. Then another two-item commission with a repeat client who is a 1:6 fashion doll collector should also be done by Saturday.  Could this be possible? Hmmm. My Saturday morning should only be dedicated to sewing, as I don’t want pattern-making and fabric cutting to kill my supposedly excited-about-sewing mood. I’ll give the sylvanian project 3 hours, then 2 hours for the 1:6 fashion doll items in the morning. In the afternoon will be cleaning my work area, QA, and packaging. That is, if I had already prepared the patterns by Friday the latest. Shoot! Friday is dinner date with family, so I had to make patterns tonight. That means nothing about figure drawing or online art class for tonight. But today, I’ll be at the nearby nail spa during lunch break with a colleague, so I might as well sneak in some sketching time while the attendant squish my fingernails. (Update: done with pedi, and some sketches: Yay!)

Coursera: Introduction to Art (online class)

This week I am to complete a 4-hour online art class, of which I think isn’t enough time. I even reviewed some of the videos on my way to work last Monday. Done with my readings and accompanying videos, and the quiz. Additionally, I will only need to submit an artwork based on this week’s topic. I will give it 2-3 hours on Sunday morning. It shouldn’t be very detailed, as what’s important is the concept, at least for this week’s lesson/art genre.

Upcoming Comics

Lastly, the storyline I am to make for the comic book story I am to contribute to an old colleague’s upcoming indie magazine. A 2-pager intro story shouldn’t take long. Perhaps I can give it some 3 hours tomorrow. Will probably sneak in some initial sketching in the evening, too.

But more importantly…

I also have a young family to raise. As a mum, I make sure my son is ready for school next week. I’d pretty much need 2-3 hours to cover his books and notebooks, label some of his school supplies, and then some. We had to buy him a new pair of school shoes this weekend, too. Perhaps, going to the mall plus getting the shoe will take 1-2 hours. My Sunday afternoon will be dedicated to school stuff preparation.

Long-term goals…

Aside from these, I also have other goals that are just as crucial.

I need to learn to strengthen my personal finance. So I read my daily personal finance blogs, which utilizes 1-2 hours of my time daily. I also plan my financial goals in excel files, and I check the stocks market regularly. I need to be financially sound when bliss starts so that I can only focus on the creative part most of the time. I am currently wrestling down my credit card debts, while slowly building my emergency fund. As for the studio that I am to use during the bliss, I have no plans to add new expensive equipments within its first six months. Those equipments will have to be fruits of my labor then.

I also work out that business person behind the studio. I had to keep a delicate balance between being creative while being on top of business things. Marketing strategies, goal-setting, business plan adjustments, studying what the perfect daily routine is, productivity measures, are just a few of the things I try to tackle so that I don’t panic come crunch time.

Lastly, I need to stay healthy as I don’t have anyone else to rely on to but myself, when the bliss comes into full bloom . I sneak in workouts in between these tasks, and healthy diet, too.  

So there, I have laid out this week’s plan. Will report about the progress (yes, let’s be positive!) by Sunday night. Tatah! 

The bad girl is back.

Entitled to my own excuses?

I was gone for 9 weeks, and where the heck did I go? I know you don’t need to hear my plethora of excuses for all the wasted weeks, but I’ll tell them anyway. :P

For the last 9 weeks, 3 weekends were family out-of-town short vacations. The rest were a mix of family responsibilities, some days deliberately spent on commission projects for my other endeavor, the doll fashion shop, and a week or two of being flat-out lazy. Sometimes, I just didn’t have the will power to sit on my table and be creative the way I wanted.

On my way to failing Week 6 (Simple Fabrics), I devised a strategy to work on my assignments during evenings of workdays. To catch up, you know, or draw in advance, especially that I have already set vacations for the coming weekend. I know it would have been also more advantageous for me since my son is having his summer vacation (from school) the entire time, thus my nights after work are free (from tutoring). But my self-discipline, or the lack of it, failed me again.

Sometimes, I doubted the goals I set myself every week. Or the scope, at least, of the weekly assignments. Were they really unattainable (for the working family woman commuting four hours to work daily, with other artistic endeavors) or I am just plain lazy?

Sheesh… it took me weeks to finally decide and have the thick face to log in and write here again. I know I don’t have readers or followers, but, it feels like I was deceiving something or someone if I don’t at least try to finish this 53-week journey of mine. It’s like some baby I bore, but left somewhere else to die. Geez, saying that was making it worst already.

Or if I try to be more positive, which I always am, I can work on my weakness and flaws, don’t you think? You know, catch up?

So, here’s the plan.

Current status:

I already had my male face done on schedule, but never got to upload the drawings. I’ll have them available in another post, as I’m writing from somewhere I somehow couldn’t find a copy of the artwork’s photo. I was already done with my Week 5: Hands and Legs exercise and I have also already sketched my “fabrics” ready for the “Simple Fabrics” and “Luxury Fabrics” weeks but never got to finish them since my tablet broke, which I used to store my fabric/clothing photos.

I really think I’m not yet ready for renderings. So, as much as I wanted to start Shoes, Bags, or Jewelries, I believe my sketching techniques are so flawed I find myself struggling with the many difficulties self-taught illustrators like me encounter. Proportion, perspective, you know, the basics. I draw what I saw, and I think it makes it so difficult if you don’t understand why these subjects look that way.

Then a few weeks ago, I re-discovered legendary Andrew Loomis’ books. I got almost all his beautiful books from this very generous site, http://www.alexhays.com/loomis/. And I realized how much I’ve been missing. All my questions in Figure Drawing, were answered. What I felt after reading the first chapter from his “Figure Drawing for all its worth” is positively strange excitement, and the promise that there's still a chance to better my craft. He probably was a fun art teacher. I will probably make a separate post just to tell you how much gratitude I felt for him for extending his knowledge in his books. So, yeah, that added up to the fact that I need to learn the basics before I start rendering.

And to further complicate my case, I have enrolled in an online art course at Coursera.org, Introduction to Art: Concepts & Techniques. And, another though face-to-face class, Fashion Illustration (which I’ve been meaning to take up for the last two years). Both will use up most of my incoming 7-10 weekends of this year.

So, what am I to do?

I am planning to change the gear. Re-map things. Not because I was unsuccessful with my previous curriculum, but I think it wasn’t outlined right. Instead, since I will be doing lots of art assignments to these classes, and will be doing exercises based on Andrew Loomis’ book that I have mentioned earlier, I thought it would be fair for everyone (me and me) to just post what’s been happening with my illustration endeavors.

Easy Peasy.

So, where do I start?

Anywhere. No plans, for now I guess. I don’t want to disappoint myself so whatever I came up with this weekend, will have to be posted before Monday.

Will this work for my ultimate goal?

Hopefully so. Because really, it’s just all about giving time to it. For now.

So I gotta go.

Whew. That was some speech.

‘Til next time….